Wednesday, October 05, 2005

My Crazy Life...

Well been an interesting couple of weeks here, had a lot of fun playing a small part in a movie that Dr. Squid is making. I got to have fake blood poured all over my neck and tits, lol. Everyone really should try that at least once! Maybe the good Dr will send me a pic of when I was all bloody so I can share it with you all ;) Anyway it was much fun and I am glad I did it even though I was seriously nervous about not remembering my lines but he was patient with me and I made it through in once piece!

Still on track with school... I have gotten full points on every assignment for both my classes so far so right now I am feeling excellent about getting an a in both of them.

Still shooting pics of course... heres a new one to check out! Have a great day :D

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Getting into the swing of school and Black and white pics!

Hey everyone... been a crazy week and a half. I just started college classes and while its exciting I am also extremely tired and busy. I am managing time fairly well although I do have my oh shit moments. Im still finding time a couple of times a week to shoot pics and keep the site updated... here is a nice black and white I shot this week.

Friday, September 02, 2005

Sadness over Kat...

I am cross posting this from my members area journal in the hopes that some will reach into their hearts and pockets to help!

Im feeling so sick about katrina and everything that has come along with it! Kinda feels like we live in a third world country right now. Our own people are dying on our own streets while our most qualified soldiers are busy dying overseas for something that I am not even sure exists. Its all so confusing to me... they drop food and water to people in iraq and babies and elderly people are dying in the streets of New Orleans! I feel so helpless. I am trying to stay busy with site work to keep my mind off the horror of everything. I have to admit though that I am sneaking to watch the news and even now I am listening to a lousiana police scanner online *sigh* If you want to listen here is the link

I encourage everyone to do what they can... if you can send $5 please do it, if you can send more then great but everything helps! Here is a donate link for the red cross

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Cute joke and a pic!

I got a cute joke sent to me this morning and I thought I would share it with you so here goes...

A little boy walks into his parents room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The mom see's her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dress's quickly and goes to find him. The son see's his mom and asks' "What were you and dad doing?" The mother replies "Well you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it to help flatten it." "You're wasting your time." says the boy. "Why is that?" asked him mom, puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up.

I also want to share a pic of me in an adorable shirt that a wonderful webgirl sent to me because it has Angel Girl written all over it ;) So here it is and I hope you like it!!!

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Marketing and other boring stuff...

You know for every hour I spend having fun and actually creating dirty pics and vids for my site I spend at least 3-4 times the amount of time promoting myself and driving traffic! I try to stay on a schedule for working and it has really started to pay off and work out well for me. I never would have thought 4 years ago that this job would be so much work but I am proud that I do everything myself! My passions for the site arent only in front of the camera lens, I love being behind the camera, I love thinking up new stuff to do and flexing my creativity. I love being able to code and design graphics... Its truly my dream job and includes all the things I love to be doing!!!

This isnt my dream job but its damn funny!!! ~ Flash Thingy!!!

Monday, August 15, 2005

The things I do for nice pics :)

Drove to the beach yesterday... Amazing how different the climate is on the coast! It was only in the 50's and I froze my ass off but I still got naked and shot pictures :) It was actually great for shooting since it was so cold and really foggy. There werent many people on the beach and we shot with no problems and nobody walking by at all! Heres a peek at the rewards of my efforts!!! :D

Saturday, August 13, 2005

More pinup obsession...

Ya im way way interested in pinups and retro pics etc, I always have been but that burlesque show the other day kicked it into overdrive! I am really loving anything vargas! Tons of awesome pinup artists out there though! Cant get enough of Bettie Page, love her style! Anyway here are a few of my fave pinups right now... totally cool stuff!!! :D

Wednesday, August 10, 2005


I was having a pretty chill day at home today, Im not feeling that great the last couple of days... only like half sick, just enough to make me miserable! Anyway, I happened to catch a documentary about the old Burlesque Queens of the 40's, 50's and 60's! I was absolutely mesmerized by the whole thing! I kind of knew what burlesque was but I didnt really understand the amount of skill involved. What a beautiful thing to watch! Im totally obsessed now with all sorts of retro ideas running around in my head and cant wait to turn some of these ideas into a reality for the site!!!

Check out this link to read about the documenary "Pretty Things"

And Burlesque Queen Betty Rowland dancing!

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Just cuz I make porn dosnt mean Im a slutty tramp!!!

Sometimes(no a lot of the time) I get the distinct impression that people think im a whore because I get naked on the internet. I get at least 50 emails a week from guys wanting to meet me for a fuck. I get another 10 or 20 from guys who want to pay me to fuck them. Just for the record, im not a freaking hooker guys! I do this because to me its an art form and a way to express myself as a sexy fat girl in a media rich society that gets their daily dose of life and "reality" from the idiot box! We have been brainwashed people! Brainwashed by toothpaste, makeup, lotion, diet and hair treatment commercials into thinking we arent good enough as we are! Im just trying to be myself, have fun and make enough money so I can continue to work from home. Thats all, im simple really! Be true to yourself and go watch this wmv file cuz it cracks me up! This guy definately isnt afraid to be himself ;)

Hard Nipples

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Photography is FUN!

Well I was supposed to shoot a model today but had to reschedule it for next week. Im really excited to be back on that side of the lens! As much as I love modeling and love love love being in front of the camera, I am always eager to get behind the camera and learn about that aspect of this business. I have taken some beautiful pictures of girls in the past and this girl is really pretty so it should go well! :)

One of my favorite jokes ever!
Getting Old

There was a man who really took care of his body. One day he took a look in the mirror and noticed that he was tan all over except for his penis. So he decided to do something about it. He went to the beach and got completely undressed and buried himself in the sand, except for his penis, which he left sticking out.

Two old ladies were strolling along the beach, one using a cane. Upon seeing the thing sticking up out of the sand, she began to move it around with her cane, remarking to the other lady, ''There is no justice in this world.'' The other lady asked what she meant.

"Well, when I was 20, I was curious about it. When I was 30, I enjoyed it. When I was 40, I asked for it. When I was 50, I paid for it. When I was 60, I prayed for it. When I was 70, I forgot all about it. Now I'm 80 and the damn things are growing wild and I'm too old to squat!"

New blog all about porn! Yay!

Well here I am with my new blog. Mostly I am just going to be posting my nudie pics and talking about what life is like as a BBW model. Hopefully some of you will find it interesting :) Here is a pic of me to get this blog started! You can always check out more free pics of me at